Just wish the pain would stop…the misery…the depression…the constant craving…
You knew that every time we talked…it makes me feel so much better…you think we’re just friends and I’ve always wanted more…
How much you mean to me…how much I have a crush on you…after all these years…despite everything thats happened in my life…but you will never see that…never see me…you’ll always think its just friends…
That’s all I’ve felt for over 8 years now. 8 years of hell. Guess I deserve it. Being fat, ugly, gross, stupid…all makes sense. Guess my mom and some of (what were) the most important people to me were right all along…
Ha this is such a funny joke! Thank for the laughs <3
can completely throw you over your limit and make you want to jump from the highest place on earth, knowing it would kill you…
When no one cares. When you’re nothing. When you’re ugly and dumb and will never be happy. I’m not worth it. What I would give to feel special to someone once again…
I want a lip piercing and my second tattoo…
And most of you that follow me probably don’t remember me. But…
I started cutting again…it sucks and I hate it but its the only form of relief I have anymore. I’m tired of never being good enough. Never being what people want or expect out of me. I’m just tired of this shitty life. I’ve fought so hard to get where I’m at with school and everything. And I have no desire to move forward anymore. Why try anymore…
I’m ready to give in and give up…